Sunday, February 27, 2011

A Walk To Remember

Love is patient, 
love is kind.
Love is not jealous,it does not brag,
and it is not proud. 
Love is not rude, is not selfish, 
and does not become angry easily 
Love does not remember wrongs done against it 
Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with truth. 
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. 
Love never fails

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Hope!

I really hope u are reading this.

When life is getting harder, you are always there, giving ur words saying life isnt beautiful, you are the one who needs to decorate it, to paint it, to make it beautiful. I know you are strong. You are the one who always inspires me. The one who always strive to be the best and beat the rest. And I know. you are so determined in your life. You have your goals, big ambition and never look back. Never take those obstacles in front as something that will stop you from your goals. I know you are a big hearted person, and you'll bounce back higher whenever you fall and that what you always say to me. So now is your time to bounce back.

Ask yourself this question:
"Are you going to finish strong?"



Because u'll never can predict what the future holds but it'll come soon enough. Everything happens for reasons. Our Creator will never put us on a test if He knows we cant handle it. Be happy and be yourself. I know u are strong and never give up because a quitter never wins and winner never quits.










Oh yeah!!

What a hectic weekend!
As I said in last entry, I was one of the committee in organizing the FONESTA. Penat because balik je mesti pukul 2 lbey. Dengan aktiviti yang penuh sehari, lenguh gak kaki weh.. But then ada gak tercuri tulang. Sory Emi, cant help it man. And of course I gained a lot of experiences. Tak perlulah cerita semua, cukuplah kalau setiap benda yang dibuat tu kalau dihayati, mesti ada terkesan di hati. For example bila angkat sampah ramai2, kadang-kadang kita take for granted to those who work in this field. Jijiklah, gelilah, busuklah, nyampah! But then ada orang can stand all this. Susah rupanya kerja angkat sampah ni. So next time, dont ever look down at those MP workers, mereka juga manusia macam kita. Ada perasaan macam kita, baru rasa busuk untuk sampah yang xsampai sehari, just imagine mereka yang setiap hari deal with this thing. Fuhh! Tak tahan beb!

So overall, this festival was a successful one. Kalau dikira dengan karenah birokrasi and all those obstacles yang berjaya diaatasi. Salute to all FONESTA team. Oh yeah!!!PRK pun baru berlalu. So as a very responsible, dedicated, and complicated first year student, aku turun menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai pengundi. Senang je. Serius xtipu. Klik sana,klik sini. Selesai. Gilababibosan dengan PRK ni. My first impression mcm mestilah gempak kan. Boleh tengok all those so called leader wannabe berucap dan menjayakan kempen. Hampeh je!

Senangnya bercakap. Kalau nk gempak pegi ah jd calon sendiri. Kalau boleh memang aku nak jadi calon pun. Tapi kalau dah kalau tu, semuanya indah kan. Apa yang aku nampak, politics in uni is so boring. Macam member aku sorang cakap. Quote from him,"Politics, it seems to me, for years, or all too long, has been concerned with right or left instead 
of right or wrong... (mode: bored with PRK)


Betullah tu kot. Budak-budak ni sakan berkempen bukan nak fight for student's rights but then untuk kepentingan tertentu. Akhirnya apa yang aku dapat observe, bukan 'kita' yang pegang. Orang lain. Not to say Im being racist, aku pun ada sorang kawan baek chinese, siap pernah lepak umah dia 2-3 malam lagi. What I am trying to say, we are not in one voice. Tak bersatu, masing-masing tunjuk taring. Sampai bila kita nak tengok keadaan macam ni. Bagi aku, bila kat uni, theres no government side or the oppo side. We fight for student's right. Nama je mahasiswa, but then they showed 3rd class minded, bawa keranda sana sini what for? Agak-agaklah bro nak buat orang ingat mati pun. Show 1st class mentality, and everyone will respect us. An educated person will not voice out through demonstration, 
dumb does!


p/s: please jangan comparekan demontrasi di egypt,libya dengan demonstration by our students. frankly speaking,sometimes demonstration with 1st class minded will make the different.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

love is blind

Cinta itu datang dalam berbagai bentuk. Syukur kepada Allah kerana mengurniakan perasaan ini kepada kita. Selalunya perasaan ni mesti hadir bersebab. Cinta pandang pertama, cinta sebab caringnya someone tu terhadap kita dan macam-macam lagi. Semestinya pelik kalau kita tak pernah melihat orang tu tapi kita sayang sepenuhnya. Sampai termimpi-mimpi, terkenang-kenang mulut pulak menyebut-nyebut. Pernah jumpa orang macam ni? Kalau jumpa, please kenalkan aku kat dia. Mesti agung cintanya tu, nak jugak aku kenal dengan orang tu. Mesti kalah romeo n juliet, qaisy n laila, or maybe lagi agung daripada cinta adam kepada hawa. Fuhh..

Tapi this someone, aku xpernah jumpa, even a pic pun xpernah ada. Tapi aku tau, this 'someone' really loves me and of course orang yang tengah membaca ni. Kalau x, xkn sanggup der nak ulang alik memalukan diri dengan Pencipta nak mintak kurangkan solat semata-mata untuk umatNya. Tambah malu bila nabi2 laen seolah-olah memperlekehkan baginda n kita kerana kita dikatakan umat yang lemah. It is fact. Aku sendiri lemah. Agung kan cinta baginda? Tak pernah jumpa, tapi sentiasa mendoakan kita. Risaunya baginda terhadap kita umat akhir zaman ni. Baginda jugak menjanjikan syafaat untuk kita. Siap ada telaga lagi nnt di akhirat khas untuk umat tercinta. Aku xmampu nak cerita banyak. Sebab kadang-kadang kita lupa bahawa ada 'someone' who really loves us. Kalau mampu,cuba hayati bagaimana kisah kewafatan baginda.SINI


Kalau xbergenang airmata, moga2 terkesan jugak kat hati. Kasihnya Rasulullah. Siapa mampu tandingi? Saat wafat pun masih mampu menyebut umatku, umatku. Saat kesakitan sakaratul maut pun masih bertanyakan tentang sakaratul maut yang akan dihadapi kita. Ya Allah, agung betul cinta kekasihMu ini. SINI. Aku xtau mcm mana nak gambarkan, sedangkan aku ni pun selalu je hanyut. Tapi, harapnya kita mampu mencintai baginda. Maybe xsetanding cinta baginda kpd kita. Cukuplah sekadar berselawat dan sentiasa mengingati baginda. Selamat menyambut maulidur rasul.




Sunday, February 13, 2011

Lamanya

Lamanya tak mengupdate blog. To be honest, I actually dont have anything to write pun. And this week is the second week in February. Till now nothing interesting happened except for ehem2* lah kan.=) Okay xnk cte pasal ehem2. Nak cte pasal leadership. What is leaership actually? Is it all about being someone that others will always respect and obey you or maybe leadership has its own deep meaning instead of being so called 'someone'. Susah sebenarnya nak jadi leader ni. Bukan benda senang. And for sure everyone is born to be a leader. Maybe if not to others but definitely to himself. A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way. -John C. Maxwell


Maybe to show the ways is easy aite? Just do what you ask others to do but then to ask people to do what to do is the problem. People might not have the same attitude or should  I say mentality as yours. So what is it all about being a leader if u cant even handle people and to make them to work things with u. Susah2..  Apa yang aku cuba nak sampaikan, some of us always good when it comes to talk the talk. Cakap sana-sini..Kutuk sana kutuk sini but when comes to walk the talk, tak semua mampu. If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader.”  John Quincy Adams


Me myself isnt a leader to any organization pun. Cakap je lebih dia ni. Tak pernah pulak involve dgn any organization now nak cerita pasal leadership.pfft.. So what? Malaysia negara demokrasi apa. Okay fine, next week will be FONESTA or nama panjangnya Festival 14 macam tula. So adalah committe yang handle. Being one of the committe member, I realised it is really hard to be a leader. Bukan setakat talk the talk but then kena jugak walk the talk. Tak susah if u have the capability or u have the influence to others. First, to be a leader, u must be a follower or else people wont respect u. And once u are a leader jangan pijak orang bawah. Kalau tak, jadilah kau macam Hosni Mubarak.klik sini So, siapa leader yang paling hebat pun. Name them please. So far, aku really admire Tun Mahathir sini. Put away all his bad sides, semua orang ada his own. But take what he had done to our beloved Malaysia. People once criticized him when he spoke out his opinion to build the KLCC but now? Jawab sendirilah. And one more Islamic leader who really aspires me. Ahmadinejad here. Nak kenal?